Well, well, well.
Not sure I have enough time to sit here, longer on this machine. But what the hell.  I gotta try and figure this blog crap out. So, I can write, release and make it be.

Have once again, jumped on the weight wagon. Grabbed some friends on the way. Hoping to get back that motivation we had a couple of years ago.
It's NOT easy. I'm tired of being tired. I need more energy to keep up w/ my lil minions. They run me ragged, I ain't gunna lie. But they are my LIFE! And they give more meaning to life than I can possibly say.
I'm tracking my calories, because it works best for me. It makes me THINK before I stuff it in my mouth. Yeah, I may give in on occasion. But I won't beat myself up over it.

I'm going to drown myself in water. It worked yesterday. I was full MOST of the day just by drinking extra water.

Had an awesome deep tissue massage from Dr. Rhan on Sunday. Have another one in 2 weeks. He couldn't believe all the knots in my body.

Yes, it's time. Time to get myself looking better, so that I feel better. I was not this fat (ever) when I met my husband. My eating habits went to shit. THAT HAS GOT TO STOP! I don't want my children eating crap food.

So, I'm off to the garage to drag in my stair stepper. It's covered in dust and crap from sitting there...being neglected. I'd love to join the gym again, but with 2 babies, that can't happen right now. So, I have to create my own workout gym here, in my tiny house. Later today, I have a date w/ Jillian. She kicked my ass before, I just ended up cancelling my dates. Not good!

So, here ya go. I know everybody and their dog blog now. And I don't give a crap if I'm the only one that sees this. I'm doing this for ME, so I can live for THEM!

Look out garage, I'm coming in....